Believes In Dreams

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

“Are you sure?” He smiled. He just wanted everything to be perfect between them. James smiled and looked at her. “Oh? I think I am lucky. I get to wake up to a gorgeous girl like you.” James smiled even more. “And that’s all I can ask for. So yes, I’m the luckiest guy.” Then he watched as she as she took a bite. “So what do you think?” He questioned. He wanted to hear her approval. He just wanted to be good for her. That’s all he. 

“Oh? What’d you dream? About me kissing you?” He questioned her. He would love to kiss her over and over again. Her lips were so soft. He would do anything to kiss her every day and not go on tour. However, it was in his job description so he had to. “Thanks, darling.” He smiled and then opened it. He took a long sip, relishing in the refreshing. “So what would you like to talk about?”

James quite unsure what to talk about. It was weird, being at a loss of words for once. Maybe it was because he always talked to her about everything. He knew the good and the bad about her. He took another bite and then took another sip. “Would you like to go for a walk after this?” He questioned. He just wanted it to be relaxing for them. That’s all.

“I am.” She flashed him a smile. He really was a sweetheart. No matter what. He always wanted to make sure everything was perfect for her. He was perfect for her. At least that was how she saw him. He really was. With what he said next, that however caused her cheeks to flush as she looked at him. He was a smooth bastard sometimes too. Okay, well, almost all the time but still. She loved it. The way he always made her blush with a few choice words. He was so good at it. “That was cute.” She giggled a little, her smile still on her lips as she spoke. He was cute. “Yeah, it’s really good.” She nodded, taking another bite. It tasted amazing. He was such an amazing cook. She loved it when he would cook food and allow her to try it or cook for her.

Ashe couldn’t help but laugh as she shook her head, her brown eyes connecting to his hazel ones. They shone in the light that was coming from her dining room light. Really, his eyes were gorgeous in any type of lighting but mostly in the sunlight and the moonlight. When those two light sources hit them, she couldn’t not look away from his eyes. “Actually, no. I dreamt of you holding me.” She blushed a little. Truth be told, she wouldn’t have minded dreaming of kissing him over and over again either. Both dreams were and would have been nice. She liked the feeling of his arms around her but she also like the feeling of his lips against hers. It was like being kissed by an angel. He was her angel. “Welcome, darling.” She opened her own bottle, taking a long drink. “You could tell me more stories.” Slowly, her smile turning into a small smirk.

She wanted to hear more stories about his past. Learn the things she didn’t already know about him. She loved hearing more about him. It was nice and different. She also loved being able to just talk to him about anything and when neither of them wanted to talk, the silence was never uncomfortable. It was always welcoming and comforting. They could just look at each other and smile and not say a word and completely understand each other. It was nice. She took another bite, smiling at the taste of it on her tongue. Really, it tasted amazing. He was such a good cook. “I’d like that, a lot.” She smiled at him again. It was true, walking with him was always fun.

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James smiled as he continued to cook the meat on the stove. He turned his attention towards the pasta and smiled as it looked perfect. He did a little taste test, finding it perfect to eat. James pulled out the strainer, put it in the sink, and then poured out the water. He shook the strainer and then put it aside. He would wait to dump it into the skillet once it was pretty much cooked already. It didn’t take much longer either. He smiled as he looked up to hear her footsteps and to see her smile. “Hey, there beautiful. Well you woke up right on time. Let’s eat.” He smiled.

He grabbed the plates for them, setting it down on the table. “I would have had everything perfect if you hadn’t woken up. I was imagining you being all surprised.” He laughed and then rubbed his head. He walked over, grabbing her hand and leading her towards the food. He kissed her forehead. “I hope your nap was great love. If you want to feed me, you can.” He winked at her.

James sat down across from her, helping himself to a plate. Mmm..he always loved cooking. It was something he loved to do. His mom taught him when he was younger and since then he’d been cooking anything he could. “So what’d you dream about? Me?” A cocky smirk was on his face as he said that line. He took another bite. “Do you want to grab the mountain dew?” He chuckled, knowing that it was indeed her favorite drink in the world.

Ashe still knew she was tired. She still felt that sleep in her body but she was going to fight it now until he was asleep with her. Sure, she liked waking up to the amazing smells that were coming from her kitchen but she wanted to savor all the time they had together and with him leaving to go back to tour tomorrow, that time was limited and she hated that thought. She let out a slight sigh as she walked to the kitchen, smiling at him. He was adorable when he cooked. She always thought that. He was always focused and it was extremely adorable. She couldn’t get over it. “I have a habit of doing that.” She paused, laughing as she looked at him, a small smirk playing on her lips. “Kay.” She didn’t realize how hungry she was until now.

She smiled, watching him. She wanted to help but she knew that he had everything. She really was surprised. She wasn’t expecting this at all. It made her smile more than anything had. He really was that perfect boy that every girl wanted. “I am surprised. This is perfect. Thank you.” She smiled more at him, squeezing his hand as she laced their fingers together, following him to the table. Her smile only grew when he kissed her forehead. She was glad this was what she woke up to. She knew she was going to miss him so much tomorrow when he left her. “It was.” She giggled a little. Her nap really was nice. Despite the fact it made her even more tired than what she was before. “Only if you’re lucky.” She laughed.

She smiled, sitting down and grabbing a plate. This all looked amazing and she couldn’t wait to dig in. It was nice, being able to be herself around him and not care if she wasn’t ‘cute’ or whatever. She didn’t need to catch his attention when she knew she already had it. That was what was great about him. Once you had his attention the way she did, you never lost it. She took a bite, smiling. It was really good. She was glad that he was an amazing cook. She couldn’t cook to save her life. Well, she could cook really easy meals bu that was it. “Actually, I did.” She smirked, sticking her tongue out at him. She did dream of him. She dreamed of being in his arms as she slept and him never leaving her. It was a nice dream. “Of course, love.” She smiled, standing up and walking to the kitchen, grabbing two bottles of mountain dew from her fridge before returning, setting one next to him before sitting back down with her own. “Here we are.” She giggled, taking another bite of food.

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“I assume you were young.” He laughed. “Unless you want to do it now one day while we’re together.” He suggested. “We can always buy news one and try it out.” He thought about it thinking that it was rather cute. James smiled as she listened to her story. “No worries. All healed and I’m better now so that’s all good. Good, I still plan on teaching you.” He kissed her forehead softly. Then he listened to her story about her first concert. “NYSNC? Really? I guess your love of boy bands hasn’t died down though.” He told her.

His hazel eyes watched as a faint hue of red spread across her cheeks. “I know. That’s why you wouldn’t cuddle with me in the first place.” He planted a kiss on her forehead once again. He could see her trying to fall asleep. “Go to sleep. I’ll surprise you with something.” He smiled. “We’ll cuddle later.” He told her. James looked at her and decided once her eyes were closed that he would actually get up.

It came sooner than he expected and he crept into the kitchen. He was careful not to make too much noise. He figured he’d make her braised beef with tortellini. He grabbed the beef from the freezer and began to cut it in pieces. He knew he’d need some of the red wine to soak the beef in it for a bit. He went to go boil the water so he could put the tortellini.

He hoped she’d wake up to him already having the dish prepared. It would have been perfect. He could already imagine the reaction on her face. It only made him happier. He continued to cook hoping that he wasn’t disturbing her peaceful slumber.

“I was.” She giggled. She missed those days of being a kid when everything was simple. When the only way you got hurt was from falling down and the best way to make you feel better was a kiss on your boo-boo. It made her want to be a kid again. It made her want to go back for at least a day but then again, when she’d look at him, she wanted to stay here, in this moment, forever. She didn’t want it to end. Not her time with him. She cherished that way too much. “I like that idea.” She smiled at him, connecting their eyes together. “I’m glad. I don’t want you hurt.” She couldn’t help but laugh and poke him gently in the side. “Good. I can’t wait for you to teach me.” She smiled as stuck her tongue out at him before laughing. “What can I say, NYSNC knew it’s way into my heart.” She paused, laughing again. “I guess so.”

She smiled as she moved closer to him, keeping her head on his chest. She loved the feeling of his body warmth mixed with hers. The way his arms were around her and the way she could hear his heartbeat. It was comforting. It was more than comforting, it was relaxing and she could fall asleep to it every night. She didn’t want him to leave in the morning but she knew it couldn’t be stopping. “Got that right.” She giggled before nodding. “Okay. I’m holding you to that.” She smiled, closing her brown orbs and allowing herself to relax against him. She loved the feeling of his body against hers, the sound of his heartbeat and breathing. It was lulling her into a sleep faster than she wanted and before she realized it, she had, in fact, fallen asleep in his arms.

 Ashe slept peacefully, curled up in a small ball in the middle of the bed. She had the blankets pulled around her and one would think the only reason she would wake up because James wasn’t in bed next to her. She stretched out, yawning and talking a deep breath. The air smelled amazing. It made her want to walk straight into the kitchen and see what was all the perfect smells. With that, she removed her blankets, stripping from her skinny jeans, shirt and bikini, into a bra and underwear, pulling back on her skinny jeans and a shirt before she grabbed a hairband, pulling her hair into a ponytail before finally making her way out of her bedroom. It didn’t take her long to reach her dinning room. She leaned against the doorframe of the room as she watched him set the table, a small smile on her lips. “Well hey there handsome.” She paused, looking at the table. “That smells and looks really good.” The smile on her lips only grew.

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“Good.” He smiled. She was the perfect person to him. James smiled, looking into her eyes. He felt like he couldn’t stop. He just felt comfortable like this, laying in the soft bed. He brought her closer. James enjoyed her company. There was no way he would ever stop. He laughed at her story. “So you have motorcycle head buckets? Fantastic.” He smiled. James laughed at the idea of a young Ashe going out in the rain, while it was hailing trying to get the most hail. He wished he could see her do it.

“It’s kind of cute. You.” James smiled. He leaned in to kiss her forehead. He laid his lips delicate against it. “Yes, it would appear so.” He told her. He was trying to think of a story he could tell her. “Well this was the first time I went surfing.” He began. “I sort of scrapped my knee against a jagged rock. I didn’t know it until I felt the little sting and because of the direction of the ocean, it pushed me there. Surfing is dangerous. I shouldn’t discourage you though.” He told her.

“You’re turn.” He smiled. James smiled even more liking the idea of telling each other stories while they slept. And then he would make them dinner. It was these moments that made him realize how lucky he was. He was so lucky to have her. He would never be ungrateful to have a friendship like this. 

She looked back into his eyes. She felt herself getting lost in his eyes. They were perfect. The perfect color. They were hazel and they were gorgeous. She loved the way the light would dance off his orbs. She held back a soft sigh as she rested against his chest. A smile was etched across her lips as she spoke. Then she laughed at the memory. It was great. She missed those days of being a kid and not having any cares in the world. Not having to worry about anything around her and when boo-boos were made better with kisses. She missed them. Those days. “I was young.” She paused, laughing. “Too bad I didn’t bring those helmets with me.” She laughed more. It was true, she was starting to wish she had brought at least one of those helmets with her.

She blushed at his words, smiling even more at him. “Thank ya.” Ashe giggled a little as she watched him think. He was adorable. Laying there with his arms around her, holding her close to him as he was thinking of a story that she didn’t already know about him. She liked this. Just laying in his arms and talking but she couldn’t help but feel as if she was going to fall asleep soon in his arms. She didn’t want that, she wanted to fight it, she didn’t want to sleep. She wanted to stay away and just talk to him. Honestly, she didn’t want to waist the time they had together sleeping. That’s what the night was for. After his story, she couldn’t help but giggle. “Awwwe, I’m sorry love.” She laughed, planting a small, soft kiss on his nose gently. “I still want to surf.” She smirked at him.

“Hmm.” She thought, laying her head back down on his chest as she allowed her mind to flip through stories in her mind. “When I was seven I went to my first concert.” She couldn’t keep the small smirk from her lips as she traced shapes along his chest with her fingertip. “It was Nsync and I was so ‘in love’ with J.C., my mother’s friend allowed me to have their seat next to the catwalk and he grabbed my hand and sang to me.” She laughed at the thought, feeling the blush spread across her cheeks. “I was such a fan girl back then. I’m glad I grew out of that.” She laughed more, curling up closer to him, snuggling her head into his chest. “You’re really comfortable.” She spoke, feeling her eyes getting heavy as she tried her best to fight off the sleep.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

“I would never leave you. Never.” He told her truthfully, looking into her eyes. His hand reached for one of her locks and wrapped it around the shell of her ear. He was gentle person and he would never want to hurt her. He just wanted it done right and without any pain. It could happen. He just had to be careful. He smiled, not exactly sure. He just knew he wanted to lay here, be by her side, and talk to her for hours and hours end. They would eat dinner and then fall asleep in each other’s arms. Didn’t that sound perfect? It sounded heavenly to him.

“A funny story, a story about you. Something I’ve never heard.” He commented. His eyes were still boring deeply into her eyes. He would never stop looking at her. And he would never let go. Not even if time stopped them. He wondered if that made him sound like a romantic. He didn’t even care.

 ”I’ll tell you a story next. We can trade off.” He smiled. James liked the idea of exchanging stories it would be so much fun.

“And I would never leave you.” She smiled, looking up at him. The way he was making her feel right now. She couldn’t describe it. Well, she didn’t know how to describe it. She wasn’t sure if this was what love was suppose to feel like. She never knew that feeling. Sure, in high school she was dating this guy that seemed perfect to her, only a year into their relationship, he ended up cheating on her with her best friend, Noel. It was after that that she put her heart on lock down and didn’t let anyone in. Not that close to her. She always kept her guard up and always made sure she didn’t fall for some guy but James. James was different. She didn’t even realize he had gotten by all of her guards until now.

Ashe smiled up at him, her chin now resting on his chest over the back of her hand. Her brown orbs were locked with hazel as she thought. “A funny story about me. Hmm.” A slight laugh escaped her lips as she thought more. It was hard, trying to think of something she’d never told him. “When I was a kid. My brother and I would take motorcycle helmets when it was hailing and we’d run out in the hail and try to catch the most hail in the helmet.” She laughed at the thought. Really, it was idiotic and stupid of them to do that, they could have got hurt but to them, it was a game. A fun game that she loved playing as a child.

“Your turn.” She giggled before moving her hand from his chest and resting her head back on it. She liked hearing the sound of his heartbeat. She could feel hers time itself with his and it made her smile. Really, she wouldn’t mind falling asleep listening to it. It sounded perfect. Just laying against his chest, listening to the sound of his beating heart and the sound of his breathing while she fell asleep to his warmth. All of it sounded so perfect to her but she was going to fight sleep until after dinner, no matter how comfortable she was against him.

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He sighed, the last thing he wanted to do was cause her sadness. He smiled softly, turning around. “Okay.” He just wanted to make the mood better for him. “Hey, I will never let you go. You know that, right?” He told her and he brought her closer to him. He would never let her go, never. That would just bring his world crashing down. And that was the last thing he wanted to do. James would never break her heart. He would not allow himself to do that. “I’m just making sure. No, don’t you doubt it. I will always be by your side.” He leaned down and kisses her softly. “Even if I’m away.” James deepened the kiss before breaking away.

“Let’s go do something and then we can cook.” He smiled. He grinned, scooping her and walking towards the bedroom. They could cuddle at least. He undid the sheets and laid her down. He slipped in himself. James brought him closer to her. He loved being this close to her. He loved feeling her warmth. He would do anything just to wake up to every day.

“Hmm..tell me something. Tell me a story.” He wanted to hear everything. Even though he already knew so much about her. 

She felt a deep sigh leave her lips as he turned to face here. She was happy that he was staying. Happy that he wasn’t going to leave her. Happy that he was going to be spending the rest of the day and night with her. “Thank you.” She breathed. She wasn’t sure she trusted her voice to say much more at that time. Wasn’t sure she could allow herself to say much more. “I know. I’ll never let you go either.” With that, she wrapped her arms around his neck, a small, soft smile etched itself over her lips as she looked into his hazel eyes. “That means a lot to me. I’ll stay by your side, no matter what.” You could hear the promise in her voice. The promise that she would never break. She smiled more, kissing him back just a soft. “I know.” She spoke the words against his lips as she kissed him back just as deep.

Ashe held back the sigh when he broke away. To her, it was too soon and she didn’t get enough of his kiss but they had the rest of the day and the whole night to share kiss after kiss. “Okay. Deal.” She smiled at him, a giggle escaped when he picked her up. He liked doing that when she wasn’t paying attention. Her smile spread as she wrapped her arms around him again, leaning against his chest. She loved the feel of his strong arms holding her. The feel of his muscles against her. She just loved the way he felt. The way his touch felt. After he laid next to her, she moved close to him, their skin would have been touching if it wasn’t for the thin fabric of their clothing. Her head found its spot in his chest, she could hear his heartbeat.

She nuzzled against his chest, listening to the soft thumping of his heartbeat. It was comforting. It made her feel like she was home. He was turning out to be her home and she wouldn’t change that for the world. “Like what?” She paused, smiling as she traced small shapes along his chest through his shirt with her fingertips. “What kind of story?” A small smirk danced across her lips as she spoke. He knew almost everything about her. Almost. She had shared so much with him. After all, he was her best friend and there was nothing she wouldn’t tell him. Not anymore. She would tell him anything if he asked her too. 

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“I know…” He told her. He just didn’t want to do that. She was just so..innocent. And he didn’t want to ruin that. His hazel eyes looking at her. “I know but still..I know you want to lose it..I just..” He shook his head. “Not now. We’re just starting to date. I’m not going to take it right now. And if that makes me look like a jerk face I’m really sorry about that.” He sighed. He just wanted to hold her. James didn’t know what to do anymore.

Way to go James. She wants it and you don’t want to give it to her. He looked down. “I’m sorry. Here I am ruining this perfectly good day.” He frowned. Now he was just moping. He did want to give everything to Ashe. She meant the world to him. Everything about her, he just..loved. He wouldn’t know what to do without her.

“I should just go.” He said, he got up getting ready to leave. She probably hated him. She probably didn’t even want to be with him anymore. “I’ll talk to you later..Ashe.” He fucked up. He knew it. He totally knew it. 

She let out a long sigh. There was no point in arguing with him and she should have known that. After all this time of being friends with him. She should’ve known she couldn’t talk him into it. Well, really, she wasn’t trying to talk him into anything. She was trying to make him understand. She wanted him to know that it was okay. He wasn’t going to hurt her. Not like that. She wasn’t going to regret this. Not now. Not ever. “I understand. We can wait.” She nodded, more to herself than to him as her eyes met his. “It doesn’t make you a jerk face. It’s sweet.” She squeezed his hand gently as she spoke. It was true. It was sweet. It was the gentleman thing to do and that was James. A perfect gentleman.

Ashe understood. She knew where he was coming from and she just wanted to hug him. She wanted to crawl into his lap and tell him that everything was okay. That everything would be okay. She wanted him to know that he wasn’t going to hurt her. Nothing was going to make her turn away from him. Nothing. “No. You’re not ruining anything.”  It was the truth. He wasn’t ruining their perfect day. This was going to happen sooner or later and it was best that it happened now. She was glad it was happening now. She’d rather deal with it now than in the future. Than when she was in a different mood or he was in a different mood. This was what they needed to talk about.

“No.” She breathed, looking up at him as he stood. Why was he leaving? Did he think she hated him? Did he think she wanted him to leave? She didn’t. She wanted him next to her. She didn’t care about the sex. She just wanted him with her. In every sense of the word. That was all she wanted. She wanted to feel his warmth, his touch. All of it. She stood, reaching out and grabbing his wrist. “Please. Don’t go.” She spoke more louder this time. Compared to her whispered ‘no’. “I don’t care if we wait or if we do it now.” She paused, keeping his wrist in her hand, looking at him. “I just want you with me. I just want you next to me.” She smiled a little at her own words. “I only get you for today, you know. I want you with me until you have to leave in the morning.” She sighed, hoping with everything that she had that he would stay.

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He smiled even more as he kissed her from her neck. Breaking away, to see her flush on the cheek. He broke away. “W-what?” He put her down on the bed. He felt guilty. He didn’t want to do that. He didn’t want to take her virginity if she didn’t want to. “No..no. Maybe you’re saving yourself for you know marriage. Things like that.” He commented. This wasn’t special and he shouldn’t have taken it like this. It was something really special. He knew he was trying to make this a perfect day but..

He just didn’t want to that to her. He knew countless girls who he fucked. They knew what to do. However, she was..a virgin. And he didn’t want to mess that up. “I..I’m just gonna sit on the couch.” He commented, walking away. Now he was just sulking and now he didn’t know what to say. He just sat there looking at the blank TV screen.

James could hear the shuffling of her feet. She should have told her. He didn’t want to take it away. They were just dating. “I’ll…just not today. Ashe. When it’s right. For you. Not just for me. Not just for any guy. That’s something special. I’m not taking that away from you.” He told her. He just couldn’t bring himself to do it. No matter how much she was going to try and convince him.

She couldn’t help but bite her lip to keep back the moan that threatened to escape from between her lips. When he pulled away, she was slightly regretting telling him the truth. Just seeing the look in his eyes as he sat her down on the bed and as he spoke. She wanted to pull him down next to her, pull him close and tell him it’s okay. That she wanted this just as much as he did. Which was the truth. She did and she wanted it with him. “James..” She tried, shaking her head. The tone of his voice already told her that it was pointless to try and get him to reason with her. At least at this point but she wasn’t going to give up. Not yet. 

Ashe was at a loss of words. She wasn’t sure how to say what was on her mind right now. She wasn’t sure how to explain to him that this was what she wanted. That she knew this was right and it was right with him. She’d felt that way for awhile now but could never act on it. Her brown eyes fell to the floor as he spoke, walking away. What she wouldn’t give to reverse time and to keep those words to herself but that wasn’t her. She would tell him the truth no matter what and she would always fight for what she wanted. This was something she wanted and she knew she’d have to fight for it. She’d have to get him to understand that it was okay, that he wasn’t just taking this from her because he wanted it. She was giving it to him because she wanted him to have it. No one else.

She stood from her bed and made her way to the living room. Her brown orbs went straight to him. Sighing as he spoke she made her way to the couch, sitting next to him. “I know it’s special, James.” Her voice was soft as she spoke, taking his hand in hers and lacing their fingers together. Her brown eyes went to his hazel ones. “You’re not just anyone.” Pausing, she searched for the right words to use. “I’ve thought about this for awhile now. You’re special to me, James and I know this isn’t something to just hand out and I’m not.” She looked at him, squeezing his hand gently. “I want to lose it to you. I want to give you that part of me because you mean so much to me and I know it’s right. I know that you’re right.” She rested her forehead on his shoulder. It was his turn to answer now.

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“Good. I’m glad.” He looked at her. His hands still clasped with hers. He smiled at the thought of them just being together. It made him the happiest person in the world. Why wouldn’t it though? He was with her. They were truly together. He laughed as he heard the next song play. He just shook her head. “I’m already in the mood. No need to get me even more in the mood.” He finally reached the parking lot to her apartment. He smiled and then turned it off.

He didn’t care about much though. So he just left the driver’s seat, opened her car door, and scooped her tiny little self in his arms. He knew where he place was at. He didn’t exactly have her keys. Really..he was just saying fuck it to everything right now.

It wasn’t long until his long legs carried him over there. He put her down. He laughed. He watched her open the door. He ushered her in. He wrapped his arms around her waist, leaning down to suck on her neck. Hey, he was not going to waste any time in what was about to go down.

It was the afternoon. 

She looked over at him. The sun was hitting his eyes perfectly and they shone brightly. It was hard to look away from them then. He had gorgeous hazel eyes that one could just lose themselves in and she found herself doing just that. She found herself blocking out everything around them and just staring into those eyes. They were perfect. She shook her head at hearing him laugh as a smirk spread its way acrossed her lips. She loved this song. It was probably one of her favorites by them. To bad it didn’t make it to her second favorite, which was Casual Sex, as she saw her apartment building come into view. “Is that so?” She giggled a little. She wouldn’t lie though, she was in that same mood.

Luckily, Ashe reached over and grabbed her keys before her eyes followed him to her door. Really, she was expecting him to just open it and help her out of her seat and then she planned on walking. She really didn’t plan on what he actually did. She let out a small squeak when he picked her up bridal style. She had quickly shoved her keys into her pocket before wrapping her arms around his neck. “Well, hey there.” She laughed as she leaned against him. The feel of his muscles was starting to get to her as he carried her into the building. She knew they were going to be the death of her right now and it wasn’t helping her problem. Soon, though, that would all be fixed.

She couldn’t help but giggle when he sat her in front of her door as she fished into her pocket, pulling out her keys. A slight pink crossed her cheeks, her smirk never leaving as she unlocked the door. Giggling more she walking into her apartment, closing the door behind them. She smiled as he wrapped his arms around her, her arms laced themselves around his neck and she bit her bottom lip at the feel of him sucking the skin of her neck. Fuck. That was just making her problem that much worse. Really, she was starting to regret wearing her jeans and shirt back. She should have just carried them. “J-James.” She started. She had to tell him. She had to tell him now. “I..This is my first time.” She paused, moving her body closer to his. She wanted to feel the warmth from him. She wanted to feel his muscles. “So, I’m sorry if I act like a newb.” She couldn’t keep the laugh down as she said the words. She felt like one, that was for sure.

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“Of course. I was with you.” James smiled. He would enjoy anything as long as it was with Ashe. That was all that mattered. James was always happy as long as he was around her. She was all that mattered. Ashe meant the world to him. And really he didn’t know what he would do. He imagined him being lost. He’d probably write songs and sing them. He didn’t even want to think about those sorts of thoughts. She was here. She wasn’t going to leave him. That he was sure about.

“Yes, I’ll kiss you through skype. I should make a remix.” He chuckled and he continued to drive. He too was excited to be with her. And he was glad it was just the afternoon. Really, they had the day to themselves. It was perfect. She was perfect. It was all that mattered. James believed she deserved the world and so much more. Maybe that was him being cheesy but he didn’t really care. He liked Ashe a lot.

He took another sharp turn. “Almost there? I bet you’re excited.” He smirked, he continued to keep his eyes on the road though. The last thing he wanted to do was get distracted.  ”How excited are you?”

Ashe couldn’t help the soft shade of pink that spread acrossed her cheeks. He was just too perfect. He was everything she had ever wanted and so much more. Really, she’d question if this was a dream or not but feeling his hand in hers, the warmth of his skin, his fingers intwined with hers, it made her know this wasn’t a dream. She knew this was real. That he was real. That they were driving to her apartment. She couldn’t even begin to think about how happy he made her. He made everything that much more better when he was here and she knew it’d be hard to watch him leave in the morning but he’d be back. He’d always be back and that was all that mattered. At least to her.

She laughed, rolling her eyes slightly. “I’d buy that remix.” She laughed again. It was true. Everyone knew the song Kiss Me Through The Phone. Well, at least everyone should. It was rather popular when it first came out. “I’d like to see how kissing me through Skype will work.” It was true. He had caught her curiousity with that. She really did want to know how that would even work. It was weird just trying to think through how that would work. She squeezed his hand gently as her eyes looked out the window, watching buildings and people pass them. It was the afternoon and it was gorgeous out. People were enjoying the weather and it was perfect.

“I am excited.” She smirked, glancing over at him. She had to give him props for keeping his eyes on the road but he was skilled and she had a feeling he was skilled in more ways than one. Okay, so maybe the music was getting to her along with the thoughts of what they were getting ready to do. She was excited. This was someone she loved and that meant it would mean that much more to her. She was going to wait to tell him though, until they got back to her place. She would tell him everything then and there. It was something she was waiting to tell him. Her smirk only grew as Porn Star Dancing by My Darkest Days started playing through the speaks. “Super excited.” She laughed, leaning over and placed a small kiss on his cheek. “How about you?” Her smirk only grew.

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“Sure.” He said. He grabbed the keys and then went over to the driver’s seat. He left the picnic basket in the back. He raised an eyebrow as he watched her pick the music selection. “Are you trying to make me fuck you here?” He questioned. “Cause it is might tempting but..I can wait.” He chuckled as he drove off. His hand reached for her hand and grabbed it, squeezing it gently. “Did you have fun today?” He asked.

James wanted to be the best boyfriend he could be. Honest to god. He wouldn’t know what to do if he was a terrible boyfriend. He would never mistreat her. No, he would never. A lady who treated herself well deserved all the goodness. While, a girl who didn’t respect herself deserved to be treated like a hoe. After all, they were gardening tools.

“Should I kiss you on the skype date?” He asked, teasing her. It’s not like he could actually. Well..he actually had a secret to do that. It’d make her laugh. But all in all  he just wanted her to know how much he loved her. Love. Oh boy. Well..was it love? He didn’t even know. They just got together. He needed to slow his horses down. He liked her a lot. A whole lot. Like the entire world. James knew that he couldn’t live without her. He’d do anything for her because she was that special.

She smiled as she put on her seatbelt. Her brown eyes went from the ocean to him, sitting next to her in the drivers seat. He was gorgeous. No matter what light was hitting him. He also made her heart flutter with each glance. It was just one of the things he could do to her. “Maybe.” She laughed. She hadn’t realized how sexually frustrated she was by him until after he said those words and she sat and listened to the lyrics of the song. Okay, so maybe she more than wanted him in more than one way but hey, she was allowed. At least now. “Well, so can I.” She laughed again. She really could wait until they got back to her place. It’d be worth the way. She laced their fingers and she nodded. “Yeah, I did. Did you?” Her smile on grew as she spoke.

Ashe knew how amazing of a boyfriend James was going to be. Even when she first met him, she knew he was going to make some girl very happy one day. He was the type of guy every girl dreamed about. That every girl wanted to date. He was a sweetheart, he knew how and when to be romantic and when to be fun and playful along with flirty but he also knew when to be serious. He was your best friend in need and a shoulder to lean on when you wanted to cry. Really, he was perfection in its own word and she had it. She had him. She had perfection and she was never going to let go. She was never going to let him go. Not unless he wanted to her to. That was the only time she would ever dream of letting him go.

“Kiss me through Skype?” She raised an eyebrow, laughing. She was curious as to how that would ever be possible. It made her want her to say yes, just to know how it would happen but she had a feeling he’d do it either way. Yes or no, he’d do it just to see her smile. He always made her smile. It wasn’t to hard. Not when she was with him. She squeezed him gently. She knew she liked him. She liked him a lot. More than a lot but she didn’t know if she loved him. Really, if she didn’t love him, she wouldn’t be going to do what she was about to with him. She had told herself she’d only do it with someone she loved. She knew how she felt for him but she didn’t know if she wanted him to know how strong she felt for him. She just wanted to get to her place faster.

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He smiled as he saw a blush on her cheeks. Success. He smirked a she watched as she broke away. “Mhm. Sure. Fair enough love.” James got up and then grabbed his own jeans and shirt. He easily slipped in. And he smiled once she got in. Of course they were going to cuddle once they were done. He just didn’t want her to miss him. It would suck that he would be gone for the next day. James rolled the picnic blanket and put it into the basket along with the leftover strawberries. “Ready?” He asked. James linked their hands and walked towards the car.

“Remind me where you’re house is. Kidding.” He laughed. James just wanted her to laugh and smile. He never wanted to see a sad Ashe. He didn’t want her to be sad because of him. He just wouldn’t like her crying. He would come back. James always came back. Because it was Ashe and because he liked her. He more than liked her.

James smiled as they headed towards their car. “Who’s driving, love?” 

He always knew how to make her blush. It didn’t even matter if he spoke to her or not. He didn’t even have to use words to get her blushing. The cute things he would do would put that color on his cheeks. It’s just what he did to her and she loved it. She loved every second of it. “Good.” She smirked as she finished pulling on her shoes. With that, she was ready. Ready for what they were going to do and what would come afterwords. Really, she didn’t want to think of him leaving her in the morning. She knew he’d be back but it was a sad thing to think about, him leaving so soon. It was one of the reasons why she’d make this moment, all of these moments with him last for as long as she could. “I’m always ready.” She giggled, lacing their fingers.

Ashe couldn’t help but laugh. “If you forgot, sir.” She rolled her eyes, laughing more as she spoke. She couldn’t finish what she was saying because she had gone into a mini giggle fit. Really, she had no idea why it was so funny, maybe it was just because she was nervous about what was going to happen at her house. Sure, she had thought about it before. Especially with him but it didn’t help the fact that it was now coming true. This was actually going to happen and that made her nervous. It almost scared her. She wanted it to be perfect. She wanted everything to be perfect but she did know she’d never regret it. Simply because she knew how they both felt for each other. They both more than liked each other and that made it that much more worth it.

She squeezed his hand gently as they walked to the car, pulling out her keys and unlocking it. “Do you want to?” She smirked, handing him the keys as she took the picnic basket from him, placing it in the backseat before climbing into the passenger. She waited until he got in and started it before she grabbed her CDs, scanning them and grabbing her My Darkest Days CD. With a smirk on her lips that was only growing, she put it into her CD player, making sure the volume wasn’t too loud before offering her hand to him. With that, the sounds of Move Your Body by My Darkest Days started playing through the speakers and surrounded them.

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“I know.” He told her. He didn’t want her to get sad though. James didn’t want her to think about it and neither did he. They were supposed to be happy here. Happy as they could be. He didn’t want her sad just because he left and he knew somehow that would be somewhat inevitable. They would miss each other. Still. He was going to think happy. Cause that’s what James was.

“It’s like you read my mind.” He chuckled as he winked at her. He was just enjoying his time with her. That’s how it was going to be. James was glad for that. He grabbed a strawberry himself and took it in his mouth. He liked the sweetness to it. He bet she tasted as sweet as this.

He smiled as she drew in closer to her and kissed her. He kissed her back. They both tasted like strawberries. He relished at that taste. He nipped at her bottom lip gently. He leaned in and kissed her back passionately. James pulled her close. He definitely knew where this was going to lead to. He decided they might as well go back to her place. He broke away. “Your place. Now.” He commented. 

Ashe flashed him a smile. She understood that he didn’t want her sad when he left. She didn’t want him sad either. She hated knowing that no matter what, he would be sad and so would she. They did mean a lot to each other and it just came with the fact that they were together now. It came with the label and whatnot. Really, she didn’t mind though. As long as she got to talk to him through Skype, texts, tweets, whatever, it didn’t matter. As long as she got to hear his voice before she went to sleep at night. That was all that mattered to her. Hell, she’d probably fall asleep on Skype with him, knowing her luck.

“I do try.” She giggled. She was far from a mind reader but sometimes, she wished she was. Sometimes he could be hard to read, mostly when he was thinking, she’d just sit there, watching him. He could lose himself in his thoughts more than anything and she’d get slightly frustrated with him but she understood and she couldn’t say much about it because she was the same way. She’d lose herself in thoughts of tomorrow, thoughts of him. Then she’d tell him it was nothing and not to worry about it. It was cute how frustrated he’d get with her too.

She couldn’t help it. She wanted to kiss him over and over again. His kisses were addicting and they made her feel like she could fly. Like she was the only girl in the world. She wanted to make the most of the time they had together. He tasted of strawberries and chocolate and she loved that taste. Especially on him. She moved so she could wrap her arms around his neck as she deepened their kiss, turning it passionate. A blush crossed her cheeks when she felt his body against hers. She knew exactly where this would lead to and she’d have no regrets about it either. Not when they woke up the next morning and not when they did it either. She had to take a few seconds to find her breath when he broke away. “Deal.” She nodded, standing and grabbing her jeans. “First, allow me to put these on my shirt on.” She laughed as she pulled her jeans back on before pulling on her shirt. This was going to be an amazing day.

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“Good. You better.” He laughed. James was only kidding though. He was glad that she would miss him because he would miss her a lot. “Good cause you’re the only one on my list.” He smiled at her. James laughed as she bursted with excitement. That was one of his favorite faces if that was possible. He nodded. “You are most definitely welcome.”

James watched as she took the strawberry into her mouth. He was glad that she liked the dessert. He smirked at her comment. “You can find out if you like.” He complied with her request and opened his mouth. He took the strawberry into his mouth. James licked his lips. “Delicious.” He commented. James grabbed another one. He would do this until they were all gone.

James loved this. It was just too amazing to make memories like this. He just wanted to be with her and no one else. He wouldn’t look at anyone but her. It was the truth. Sure, he would be flattered if they hit on him but he would just say he wasn’t interested. James wasn’t going to let anyone know because he didn’t want his fan girls going after her. He knew how crazy they could be. After all most of them were only fifteen or..sixteen. Teenage years. Girls he would never go for unless they were close to his age. 

“I will.” She smirked at him. It was true though, she would miss him. She’d miss him a lot. It wasn’t like she didn’t already. Even before they got together she would miss him. She’d miss just hanging out with him and the guys. Just having fun and forgetting everything. Randomly going to the set of Big Time Rush and hanging out with them backstage, inbetween filming. She loved all the random things they’d just stop everything to do. It was hard when he was on tour even as friends and a part of her was scared to know how hard it was going to be as boyfriend and girlfriend. “You’re the only one on mine.” She allowed her smirk to turn into a soft smile at him.

Ashe couldn’t keep the smirk from her lips when she heard him. “How about after the strawberries?” She winked, not being able to keep a straight face and giggling. Looking at him. It was true, she really did kind of want a taste of him but just his kiss. She wanted to taste his passionate kiss. With that, Ashe shook her head mentally, sighing. She shouldn’t be thinking these things right now. “Good.” She flashed him her smile. Her smile that was only for him. She was enjoying this. Enjoying it a lot. She loved spending time with him. She loved being around him. Just talking to him about anything and everything.

No one would ever realize how much he already meant to her. He was her best friend. Well, best male friend. He knew a lot about her but she still had her secrets. Everyone still had their secrets. It was natural. She loved making memories and spending time with him. He just..well, there wasn’t any way to properly describe everything about him that caused her to go wild. It was just James. James Maslow. He really did have her heart. It was then, without second thought of what she was doing, she leaned over and gently pressed her lips to his. She just wanted to kiss him at this moment. Kiss him every hour of every day that she could. 

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“You better be.” He was worried though. He didn’t want her to miss him. He just wished he could be here at all times. They would be doing normal couple, happy things. That would be happy and all. Then again he was happy here and he didn’t want to think about them being apart from each other. James told her the truth. “I hope not. Maybe. I just don’t like being away from you. It’s hard. Skype dates and everything else, okay?” He questioned, reassuring her.

He laughed. “Finally!” He joked. “Ms. Slow poke.” He then opened the picnic basket to reveal the chocolate dipped strawberries. A simple recipe but it was made with a whole lot of love. “Healthy and good for us. Plus, I know how much we both like food. I’m feeding you. You can feed me too.” He winked. He opened the tupper ware and then grabbed one of the red succulent strawberries.

“Here you are my love.” Once she opened her mouth he fed her. “What do you think?” He asked. James smirked. He chuckled as he saw a little smudge of chocolate on the side of her cheek. He licked it and smiled. “Taste good, just like you. My turn?” 

“I am!” She laughed. She was going to miss him when he had to leave. She was going to miss him a lot. Really, she didn’t want him to leave but that would be selfish and she wanted to him go and live his dream, his passion. This was his passion and it would be wrong of her to stop him from doing so. She loved the fact that he was chasing his dreams and fulfilling them. It was nice. “I know. I don’t like it either, but it’s your dream, so I’m okay with it.” She paused, nodding. “Of course. You’re the only person I’ll ever skype with.” She couldn’t help but laugh.

Ashe laughed again, looking at him. “I just like savoring my food.” She defended herself, resting her hands on her hips and looking proud, like Wonder Woman would do but she couldn’t hold a straight face as she bust into laughter again at the thought of it. It was perfect, how they played off each other, bringing out the kid in each other. “Mmm, Chocolate strawberries! My favorite.” She paused, smirking. “Deal.” With that, she moved to where she was sitting next to him, glancing from the fruit to the gorgeous boy that was James.

“Thank you.” She smirked more, opening her mouth before taking a bite of the strawberry he fed her. It was amazing. Just like all the things he would make. They all tasted amazing. She giggled a little. “It tastes amazing.” She smiled at him, a light blush crawling onto her cheeks. When he licked her, that color only darkened. “Psh, I bet you taste better.” Ashe smirked, taking a strawberry. “Open wide.” She couldn’t help but giggle as she fed it to him after he opened his mouth. “Well?”

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“It is my favorite. I could have the whole bag and die happy with you by my side.” He chuckled. He’d rather choose both of them. “I won’t be back for awhile. Unfortunately.” It was the truth. It sucked that he would only be here for a day and then he would have to leave her. It was the life of a rock star, someone going on tour. Not that he was a rock star. He was more like a pop star in a boy band. They had been getting popular lately thanks to them.

James took another bite of his sandwich. “Yes, really.” He said telling her the truth. It was just simple chocolate dipped strawberries. “You really are excited for that dessert.” He chuckled at her. He took the last bite of his sandwich, his chips were already devoured. “I won’t give it to you unless you finish eating those chips.” He chuckled. James could be a real big tease at times.

Sure, they were on limited time but it wouldn’t cut the time that he would spend with her. The moments that they made in those time frame. That would be priceless. He knew it sounded cheesy coming from him but it was the small moments that counted. At least to him they did. He brought the picnic basket towards him, so Ashe wouldn’t cheat and sneak a peak. He took a gulp of the mountain dew.

Ashe couldn’t help but laugh at his comment. “I know, baby boy, I know.” She laughed more, trying to hide the pink that was creeping up on her cheeks. He would die happy with his chips and her. Her. If that didn’t make a girl blush, she didn’t know what would and James was always skilled at making girls blush. It was like second nature to him. Making girls blush. “You’ll be back soon though, right?” She wasn’t clingy, she just wanted to know when the next time she’d be able to see him again. It sucked, not being able to see him all the time like you would a normal boyfriend, but it was the life she chose when she became friends with him and now more with him. Something that she was okay with.

She smirked. She always loved his desserts. They were always something to die for, even if it was just something simple that you could buy at a store. He would take the time to make it, even if it was cheaper. It didn’t matter. That’s just how James was. That was one thing everyone loved about him. He was an amazing cook. “It’s dessert. What girl isn’t?” She laughed, sticking her tongue out at him. With that, she continued eating her chips, looking at him and trying to hide the grin that was spread across her lips. “Not fair.” She couldn’t help but giggle. He loved teasing her but it was okay, she would tease him back.

She watched him, eating her chips as quickly as she could. Her mind was wondering. Mostly to what they would do when they get back to her apartment. They’d probably watch movies all night until they fell asleep. That sounded nice. It sounded nice because she’d be in his arms. All night. That was really what she was looking forward too. Spending the night curled up into his arms. Too bad she’d have to wait a little longer to spend another night there but at least she was allowed this one night. That was better than nothing. “Okay! Done!” She giggled, finishing off the bag of chips and showing it to him with a playful smirk on her lips.

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“Yes, really. Believe me when I say it baby girl.” He winked at her. He loved how they played off each other. He crossed his arms and then took a bite of the sandwich he made them. James was a good cook and it wasn’t like he was lazy or anything. It’s just that it wasn’t beach food. He grabbed some of the lightly salted lays potato chips, one of his favorites. He crunched into it. “Man you know how much I love these, baby girl.”

James wouldn’t ever be ready to tell his fans. Just because he didn’t want them going crazy or anything. Yet, it was his life. He could choose who to date. He would always choose Ashe. He just wished they could have privacy after he announced he was taken. It wasn’t going to be any time soon though. “You are most certainly welcome, love.” He took another bite of his sandwich.

He laughed at her curiosity. “You’ll see soon. You have to finish you’re food.” That he put detail into. He most definitely did. So he was at least happy with how that turned out with. “Promise you will love eating it.” He took a long sip of the mountain dew, relishing in the refreshing taste.

“I do.” She flashed him that smile that she had only for him. The one that he only got. She never smiled like that around anyone. He was just that lucky. She took a bite of the sandwich. She loved his cooking, even if it just was of sandwiches and chips. This was a beach date after all, what better food to bring? She smirked at the thought. He had cooked for her before. Sure, she kind of knew how to cook but she couldn’t do it to save her life with some of the things he could make. She always did love it when he would come to her apartment and cook them a meal. It would be the best meal she’d have since she moved out on her own. “I know you do, baby boy. They’re your favorite.” She giggled, watching him.

Ashe loved the fact that they were finally boyfriend and girlfriend and she was also more than okay with them keeping it a secret. Really, if he wouldn’t have suggested it, she would have. It wasn’t like she didn’t want to shout to the world about them being together, no, she just didn’t want the thousands of threats she knew that would probably, more than likely be heading her way just yet. She had seen what the other girls had gotten when the famous boy they were dating announced their relationship. It would also mean that she’d have to hold her tongue. She wouldn’t be able to lash out and tell them all to fuck off like she would love to. She knew she’d have to be nice to them. All of them. Even the death threats. Kill them with kindness would be at it’s best during this. “When will you be back in town?” She questioned, taking another bite of her sandwich.

She smirked, listening to him laugh. “Oh really?” She giggled. Okay, so maybe now she wanted to hurry through her food just so she could see this desert. She was curious. More than curious. He always made amazing deserts that were to die for. No wonder the other guys always had James cook deserts and the get-togethers they would have. She took a large bite of her sandwich, finishing it off before starting on her chips, giggling a little before taking a long drink of her own mountain dew. Really, she was sure it was obvious to him by now that she was, in fact, rushing through her meal just to get to that desert that he made for them.

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He liked that she laughed a lot around him. It was a good sign. At least that’s what he took it by. “You better be.” James licked her tongue as her tongue stuck out. She was just being too adorable. James was glad that she was happy to have him in her apartment. He would be happy. Very happy. He was going to spend the night with his girlfriend. He was the luckiest man on the earth. He would cherish this night. “Unfortunately, I do..but I can make it last. So we can sleep in together for a bit.” He kissed her cheek.

He nodded it. Then he watched as she took a picture. “Sure. It’s not like world knows.” James smiled. “I want it to be private for now. It’s just us and that’s all that matters right now.” This was the truth. It was all that mattered. She was all that mattered.

Once she tweeted it he brought her towards their picnic blanket. He held her hand, squeezing it gently. He sat down and opened the basket. “I bet you’re hungry.” He passed her a refreshing beverage of mountain dew. He opened it himself taking a long sip. Eating after swimming and building a sand castle was good. “Life is amazing.” Then he grabbed the sandwiches and chips he brought. “By the way, we do have to dessert.” He smiled at her.

She loved laughing, everyone loved laughing but James was the one person that always had her laughing. It wasn’t the normal ‘oh that’s funny’ laugh either, it was always that cute laugh she had a bad habit of doing when she found something cute and adorable. She always found him cute and adorable. “I am.” She giggled, squeaking when he licked her tongue. She wasn’t expecting that as she slipped it back into her mouth, laughing again. It was nice, how playful they were together. It was nice. She was never like this with anyone else. “Really? I’d like that.” She bit the inside of her lip at the thought of him having to leave. She always hated when he had to leave but she accepted it. It came with being with someone in a band. “Good.”

Ashe smiled, finishing taking this picture. “This is true.” She turned brown orbs to his hazel, looking at him as her smile grew. “I like the sound of that.” She paused, nodding as she messed around a bit with the picture on instagram. “I don’t think I’m ready for all your fangirls to know just yet.” Her smile turned into a sly smirk at the thought. She had seen their fangirls before. Some of them could be a little scary but they weren’t all that bad. She knew, though, as time would move on with their relationship, eventually the fans would find out and they both would have to face it, but they’d face it together.

She smiled as she re-read the tweet she sent. It was almost hard to believe she had tagged him in the picture with her. Hard, but at the same time, pretty amazing. She followed him, watching him with a small smirk etched across her lips as she sat next to him. “You have no idea.” She laughed, taking the bottle of mountain dew from him. “Thank you.” With that, she opened it, taking a long drink. She loved mountain dew, it was like her anti-drug for everything. It was like her chocolate for when she was depressed. It just helped her. “Yeah, it is.” She leaned over and kissed his cheek then, gently, before taking a sandwich from him. “Oh? What is it?” A curious look crossed her face. 

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“Good.” He smiled back at her. He loved the way that she had giggled as he talked to her, he found himself chuckling. Yeah, her laughter was most definitely infectious. “I like the idea of doing new things together.” He watched as she blushed again. “Did I get you again?” He was only teasing though.

He looked over liking her encouragement. “Thanks, baby girl.” He heard her say those words and he felt his heart stop. “Well, thanks. I try to be the best I can be though.” He wasn’t really perfect he made his mistakes. Even he had his own flaws. James was after all only human. 

James continued to construct the sand with Ashe. He was happy that they building a castle. They might as well have take a picture. He wondered if it would look nice. Then he looked up once again. “I would love to stay the night with you.” He smiled at her. The thought of being in her bed and in her arms brought comfort. So, sure he had been in her room a lot of times but..this was different. This was them being girlfriend and boyfriend.

He was sure to be careful and he was going to treat her right because she deserved it. All women and girls did. Unless well they treated themselves badly. 

She found herself giggling and blushing and smiling a lot around him. She liked that he brought that out in her. He brought the good out in her. That little girl that wanted to play all the time, that wanted nothing more than fun. He brought that girl out in her and she loved it. “Good. So do I.” She smiled at him, still working on her tower of sand. It was nice, doing this. She got to teach him something new and that made her happy. Showing him something new. It was nice. “Yes.” She laughed, sticking her tongue out at him.

Ashe smiled at him more. She loved helping people with new things but she loved helping James the most. It made her feel good, doing this with him. Showing him the one thing she loved to do as a child. “You’re welcome, baby boy.” She flashed him her smile. The smile she only showed when she was with him. She loved his company. She loved him next to her. She just loved him. “You do a good job at it.” She leaned over, pressing another kiss against his cheek. It was true, he did do a good job at it. Everyone loved him. He was a sweetheart, he knew how to make you feel good with a few words and he was always there to listen. He was your best friend five minutes after you met him. It was nice.

She smiled, moving to the side walls of the castle, packing the sand and showing him how to do so. The whole time she kept her smile on her face. That shy one that she only showed around him. He brought that side out of her. He made her go all shy and child like. It was amazing that he had that over her. No one had ever brought that out of her. Not even her last boyfriend. She shook her head mentally, she didn’t want to think about him. Not anymore. “That makes me happy.” Her smile grew at his words. That meant she would be able to sleep in his arms tonight. She would be able to feel that feeling of home that he seemed to give her. She was excited for it. Then the thought hit her. “Do you have to leave in the morning?” She bit her lip, afraid of the answer, but even if he said yes, she knew she’d be okay with it. That was what came with dating a rockstar.

When they finished the castle, she couldn’t stop herself from going into a giggle fit. It wasn’t bad but it wasn’t good. It was a little off center but it was well worth it. “Let’s take a picture of it?” She smirked, walking over to her jeans and pulling out the iPhone that sat in her right front pocket before dropping the black skinnies back on top of the blanket. Her smirk grew as she took a picture of it, giggling the whole time. The she looked at him. “Should we tweet it?” Her smirk grew but a faint pink brushed her cheeks. If they tweeted about making a sand castle together, that would mean the world would know that they were with each other but they wouldn’t know they were dating. At least not yet.

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“Good. I better have you’re heart.” He smiled as he watched her want to build a sand castle. He scooped her up and then carried her towards the shore. He put her down. “Actually I have no clue how to build a sand castle. I just wanted to do this with you. It’s my first time. So you may have to take the reigns on this.” James told her truthfully. “I just want to spend time with you.” James smiled, flashing her his perfect smile. The smile he only showed her.

He looked at that sand. He figured that they needed to pack it. “Do you pack it like this?” James questioned. James was completely captivated by her beauty. There was no girl like her. He loved her brunette hair, her doe brown eyes. He would only look at her. “You know I like you a lot, baby girl. A whole lot.” He commented.

He brought her closer, not caring that there might have been sand on his hands. James leaned in and kiss her forehead. “You’re super cute when you blush. Promise me we’ll take a lot of pictures today.” He wanted her to fall asleep in his arms. James wondered if that was going to be selfish.

Yeah, he just wanted to be with her. If he could be with her right now and then rest until eternity he would. He really would. James wondered if that made him crazy. No, not it didn’t as he tried to tell himself. He looked at her awaiting her instruction. “Then we’ll grab the food, okay? I don’t want what I cooked to go to waste.”

She smiled at hearing those words. “You do. I promise.” She couldn’t help but giggle. She loved making sand castles, even as a child. They were her favorite past time thing to do when she went to the beach with her family. She could only giggle again as he picked her up, her arms wrapped around his neck as she leaned against his bear chest. He felt warm and she loved the feeling. Really, she just wanted to spend every day with him. Every day by his his side. She smiled as her feet hit the sand before looking at him. “Really?” She questioned, raising an eyebrow as her lips pulled into a smirk. “I’ll teach you, don’t worry.” Then she blushed, hearing his next words. Damn him for making her blush so much. “We can do new things together.” She told him, dropping to the sand on her knees.

Ashe watched him, her smirk never leaving her lips. He was so cute when he was confused. It made her want to kiss him again. It made her want to let him try and figure it out without saying anything just so she could watch him be cute. “Yeah, just like that.” She nodded, giggling as she started packing sand with her own hands, only to pause at his words. Her brown orbs with the his hazel. She loved his eyes, his brown hair. Everything about his was perfect. “I like you a whole lot too, baby boy.” She felt her cheeks flush a dark red as she spoke those words. It was true. She really did but she was still scared. Scared to get her heart shattered all over again.

She smiled at him as he kissed her forehead. She liked being close to him. She liked being able to feel the warmth of his skin against hers. “Well then, it’s a good thing you make me blush a lot.” She smirked, looking at him before returning to the sand that she was packing to make one of the towers. It was nice. Not to big and not to small. With that, she started to add the rivets along the the top. “I promise we will.” With those words, she turned to him and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek.

She wondered what it would be like to fall asleep in his arms. Sure, they had slept together in the same bed and on the same couch but never in each others arms. She wanted to know how amazing that felt. “Pack it like this.” She smiled more, showing him how to pack the sand to make the tower. As she finished showing him, she sat back on her knees, looking at him. She knew she was blushing again but she couldn’t help it. “Hey James, do you want to stay the night tonight?” She bit the inside of her bottom lip as she asked the question. A part of her was afraid he’d say no but that same part of her was praying that he’d agree. “Sounds good.” She smiled at him, still awaiting his answer.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

“Good. I wouldn’t know what to do if you didn’t like me.” He really didn’t. Sure he was flirty and sure he could flirt with millions of girls and act like he didn’t get his heart hurt. Deep down, deep inside he could be sensitive. He knew that was a bad trait. He just..when he fell in love he fell hard. That was James for you. Regardless of whether or not it was obvious. “I don’t care if I have to be away from you. We’ll make it work. I know we will.” His hand caressed her cheek like the wind. “You will be the only girl in my life. You are the only the girl in my life.”

It made James happy that Ashe could be his. He wouldn’t have it any other way. “You have my heart. Good, girlfriend.” He pulled her even tighter. James didn’t want to let go. He didn’t want to think of what would happen when he had to leave tomorrow. He didn’t want to.

He felt the soft touch of her lips. Again. He felt alive. He knew he would never feel more alive in this moment. He deepened the kiss. He was glad that he choose a spot away from the public. It was just them. It was as if they were closed off from the world and nobody would bother them. That was the way he liked it. It was the way he wanted it to be.

He broke away slowly. “Sand castle?” 

“I’m glad to hear you say that.” She couldn’t help but smile. Her heart was happy. Well, really, everything about her was happy. She was the happiest when she was with him. He made her that way. She couldn’t help it. She loved the way he made her feel. It was nice. It was home. At least to her it was. She was sure this was what love was. She had only felt it once. One other time had she ever fallen in love. With a boy with raven hair and blue orbs but he broke her. He broke her in more ways than one and now she wasn’t trusting with her heart but James made her want to trust with her heart all over again. He made her feel safe and she wasn’t sure what she would do if he really did ever break her. She didn’t want to think about him ever breaking her. “I know we will too.” Her smile grew as she spoke and listened to his voice. His voice made her feel calm. “Good. I’m glad to hear that. And you’re the only boy in my life.”

Ashe was his and he was hers. It was a nice thought to think about. It was a nice thought that was actually reality now. She loved it. All of it. It sent a shiver down her spine, knowing that this amazing man was finally hers and hers alone. “And you have mine.” She paused, giggling a little at those last words he spoke to her. “Yeah, boyfriend.” She couldn’t say it with a straight face as she started laughing. It was amazing. Hearing him call her girlfriend and her saying boyfriend to him and they weren’t joking. They were being serious. She loved how close they were. Each time either of them took a breath, their bodies would touch and she loved the feeling of his skin against hers.

She smiled against his lips, sliding her hand slowly from over his heart, up his chest and back around his neck, lacing her fingers through her other hand as she kissed him. Her heart flew when he deepened the kiss. It made her glad they were away from everyone and everything. She knew if they did this in public, people would be taking pictures like it was going out of style. It would be annoying and she doubted either of them wanted their relationship plastered all over the internet by the time they left the beach. Or even sooner than that. She let out a long sigh when he broke away, trying to regain her breath that she lost as she laughed, smirking at him before nodding. “Sand castle!” 

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

He loved the way she felt in his arms. She was warm even though they were in the water. He was surprised when she connected her lips against his. He kissed her back softly. He wondered if he was dreaming if her lips were truly on his. It was. This made him but then he frowned when she told him that she was sorry. What was there to be sorry about? There was nothing they both enjoyed it and they liked each other..so what was the problem? Fuck it..yeah fuck everything. He was going to tell her how to feel.

James pulled her closer to him. He looked into her eyes. “There is nothing to be sorry about. I liked it. I like you. There..I like you I said it.” He took a deep breath. “I’ve liked you’ve for a very long time now. That’s why I took you on these dates and maybe..I hope a little part of you likes me too. I hope. Maybe I’m going crazy though.”

“Well..no..I’m not going crazy. I just really like you. So..do you want to be my girlfriend? Maybe you don’t though because I have to travel and go over the world. Either way I understand..if you don’t want to be.” If she didn’t want to be then he would take her back home if not then well they would continue their date and he would be happy. He would be the happiest man on the earth. He made her the happiest. That was all and if she said no..well..

He was sure his heart was broken. It would be broken.

She loved the way his arms made her feel. They made her feel protected. He made her feel protected. She loved it. Every minute of that feeling. Really, he was warm and familiar. She liked that. He reminded her of home. It was a nice feeling that she didn’t want to let go of. She kissed him. Kissed him before of how she felt about him and she could feel the way he felt about her through that kiss. Through the way he kissed her back. She could feel everything he felt towards her and it was nice. When she broke away, she couldn’t help feeling breathless. He made her feel breathless. Always. She only apologized because she wasn’t sure if he felt the same. She wasn’t sure how he felt about her and that scared her. It scared her more than anything.

She looked back into those hazel eyes that she could always lose herself in. Always feel like home when she looked in them. There was that feeling again. The feeling of home. It was strange but she liked it. Ashe listened to him, a smile slowly dancing its way onto her lips at his words. He did feel the same for her that she felt for him. It was nice, knowing how he felt. Though she couldn’t help but blush as he finished. She wrapped her arms back around his neck, allowing their bodies to touch as the waves held them together.

“I like you too. I have for probably the same amount of time.” She paused, keeping their eyes connected. “I don’t care that you travel the world. I don’t care that you have thousands of screaming fans that chase you everyday. As long as I’m the only girl that you think about when you sing those songs.” She paused again, this time to lean in, resting her forehead gently against his, keeping their eyes connected still. “As long as I’m the only girl that gets this.” With that, she took her left hand and rested it over his heart. It was really all she wanted. All she wanted to hear him say that she had simply because he had hers. He always had hers. “Of course I’ll be your girlfriend and if words don’t answer that, then maybe this will.” With that, while keeping her hand over his heart, she leaned in, pressing her lips gently against his, this time leaving them there for longer than she had the first time.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

“Oh baby girl. Of course. ” He gave her a thumbs up. “Anytime love. Anytime.” James laughed at her. “Are you trying to tempt me Ashe, into doing things that I shouldn’t be doing in public?” He smirked at her. He nodded. “Mhm. I bet.”

“Okay, splash fight!” He laughed and then he let go off her warm hand. Of course, his body slowly got accustomed to the cold waters. It just needed a moment. The joys of the human body really. “Hey!” He laughed as she got him the. James flicked the water, smirking as he hit her. James laughed and the immersed himself into the water, swimming towards her, and coming up from behind her. He wrapped his arms around her waist. “I win.” As he whispered in her ear.

He loved her company. He didn’t mind that they were childish together. He wouldn’t mind it. It was peaceful with her. He didn’t have to think about the craziness that was Big Time Rush. The contract or having to record this on time and that. She made him realize how much he missed just being normal and a part of him wanted to be normal too. He wanted just to sit here and relax. Be what a normal person did when they liked someone. Then he could see her more often and he wouldn’t miss her. He’d just be there for her. Just like he always wanted to be.

“Thanks, baby boy.” She flashed him a smile. She was always smiling around him. Always. She couldn’t help it. It was just something he made her do. Something he had always made her do. “Well, technically, James, we’re not in public.” She winked at him, her smile turning into a devilish smirk. It was true. They weren’t technically in public. They were in an area off from the public beach. They were surrounded by large rocks that they had to climb to get there. It was nice. Being out of the public and away from the stares that the public brought.

“Yes!” She laughed. It didn’t take long for her body to become used to the water. To her, it wasn’t cold at all but then again, she wasn’t originally from California so it didn’t phase her. She enjoyed how the water felt and how it lapped around them, with each wave rolling in. As she splashed him with water, she couldn’t help but giggle. It was fun, doing this, acting like a child with him. It made her happy. “Hey!” She laughed, mimicing his word as he splashed her. Then she looked around as he went underwater. Her right eyebrow raised as she looked into the water. He would. It was then that she felt his arms around her. His touch sent a slight chill down her spine as she bit her bottom lip slightly, smirking. “Yeah, you do.” She felt breathless as she spoke.

She loved it. The way his touch made her feel. The way he would smile at her and right now, the way he was holding her. She realized she loved being in his arms. They made her feel warm and protected. He made her feel protected from anything. It was a nice feeling. One she hadn’t felt in a very long time. She was still breathless from the memory of his breath ghosting across her skin as he spoke those to words. It was an instant really and she didn’t really know what she was doing until it happened. She had turned around, facing him in his arms before she wrapped her own arms around his neck. She connected their eyes, hazel to brown before she leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to his lips. She held her lips there for a few seconds before pulling away as her mind registered what she had just done. She bit her bottom lip, feeling herself go shy as she pulled away from him but not out of his arms. She felt her cheeks flush a vibrate red as her eyes dropped to the water. “S-Sorry.”

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

“Why not learn the best?” James questioned. “I’ll give you personal surfing lessons. Another time though because we’re swimming. Yes, I would do that baby girl because it’s you.” He thought about the answer to her next question. “Busy but that’s usual. Crazy because of the fan girls and over all fun. It’s exhausting though being on the road for that many hours and still being on it.” He told her. He was sure she knew though.

“This is true.” James watched her as she unveiled her bathing suit. He loved that it was Spider Man. “You know how much I love spider man and well..yeah. There’s not much to say but you are awesome.” He loved the curve of her bodies but he wouldn’t admit to it and he wasn’t staring at them. No, no he wasn’t a perv despite all his..advances towards her. He was much more..gentleman like anyways. In the first place.

“I’m glad you do. I wore it just for you.”

And then as he ran towards the water he was hit by the incoming wave of water. He laughed, recovering from it. His hand never left her’s. He looked up to see her. “Well, like the dip. What would you like to do? Splash fight?” He chuckled. James knew it could be childish but hey they were in the water and this was just too much fun. 

Ashe couldn’t help but smile when he spoke. It was amazing. Hearing his voice. It was always soft and she loved the sound of it. “Really baby boy? You’d do that?” Then she laughed. Of course he would. He was the one that taught her to snowboard after all. “Thanks, baby boy.” She flashed him a smile as she listened to him speak. “I completely understand. I’m sorry.” She paused, turning to looking at him. She loved looking at him. Seeing his face. It made her smile. He made her smile. “I wish I could make it less tiring.”

She laughed, showing off her bathing suit. She knew he’d love it. She knew how much he loved Spider-Man. She loved him too. It was her favorite super hero of all time. She also loved the movies though, she’d refuse to watch the third one again. “I know. It’s part of the reason I bought it.” She stuck her tongue out at him, laughing. It was true, she bought it with him in mind but she bought it more for herself because she also loved Spider-Man. “Thanks.” Once again that light color of pink was back along her cheeks. Curse him for making her blush so many times. Sure, she caught him staring but she couldn’t say much. She, herself, was staring at him. “It’s nice to know.”

Ashe smirked as they reached the water, getting hit by the wave but never being knocked from her feet. She laughed with him, squeezing his hand gently as the water lapped around them. She turned to him, smiling. “Splash fight it is!” With that, and the first time since they hit the water, she let go of his hand,  stepping back and few steps before splashing water at him. She laughed. Okay, sure, this was childish. Completely but they were alone. In the water together and were enjoying each other’s company. They were allowed to act like kids together. Besides, she loved being able to act like a child around him. 

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

She was always the cutest when she blushed. He couldn’t help it sometimes. He found her most adorable when a little red had spread across a cheek. He found himself smiling at her. He couldn’t stop smiling at her to be honest. “You are welcome.” He nodded. James was glad that she thought it was perfect. As they sat down, he listened to her talk. He loved her talking. It was the right pitch between soft and loud. Almost like a faint lullaby.

“Surfing lessons? How come you want to take surfing lessons?” He asked, curious. James shrugged. He wasn’t entirely sure. “I’m not sure. Big Time Rush stuff, you know?” He told her. James laughed. He knew that they shared a love of mountain dew. He wouldn’t bring it on a date like this without it. “Yeah, Mountain Dew.” Even though they went on these random dates, he couldn’t help but want to make her his girlfriend. James wasn’t entirely sure. Maybe he was rushing it or going crazy. He wasn’t entirely sure.

“Good.” He grinned at her. “I’m actually wearing board shorts.” He laughed at her. “What color are they?” He asked. James was curious. He chuckled and then got up. James loved that she was just so full of life. It was just like her. He undid his jacket and his shirt. “Well?” He smirked, once she was done. James grabbed her hand and ran towards the water with her hand in hand. This was going to be fun. 

She was always blushing around him. It was just something he did to her. She couldn’t help it. He’d always say these things that made her blush. It was nice. Being around him. He was a total sweetheart and always knew how to make her feel good. It was better than being around the guys at her college or the guys she worked with. They had their moments but when she was with James. He always was the perfect gentleman. Always made sure what they did was okay with her. It was nice. It made her like him even more.

She nodded, smirking now at him. “Yep. Surfing lessons!” She laughed softly, still smirking as she shrugged. “It sounds fun. Why not?” Her smirk only grew. It was one thing she’d always wanted to do. She always wanted to learn how to surf. “How was the tour?” They would be playing their last show of the tour tonight. She was glad because it meant she would get to spend more time with him. She would be able to go on dates with him. Okay, so maybe she did want to be in a relationship with him but a part of her had promised to never date anyone since her last relationship but James was making her change her mind. He was slowly showing her that not all guys were assholes. “Mountain Dew is a gift from the Gods.” She laughed. They both shared the love for mountain dew.

She laughed. Of course, she should have noticed it but she wasn’t paying much attention to his shorts. It was always his eyes that she was normally staring at. The hazel would always draw her in and she was in love with them. She could get lost in them for days and days. “Right, should have noticed.” She laughed again. With that, she pulled off her Amely t-shirt, revealing a halter style Spider-Man bikini top before undoing her jeans, pulling them off to reveal matching bottoms. “Well?” She smirked as she did a little turn in the sand. With that, she giggled, stopping before slightly biting the inside of her bottom lip. He was now standing there in nothing but his board shorts. Her eyes automatically took in his abs. They were perfect. Then her brown orbs returned to his hazel. “I like.” She smirked, lacing their fingers before running with him, giggling.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow: 

“You are most definitely welcome.” He smiled at her. A smirk drew on his face he saw her blush. She was too adorable. “Beautiful like you.” The brunette haired male smiled and watched as she picked out the perfect place. “If that’s where you would like to go, let’s!” He smiled and he lead them there. He was careful so that she wouldn’t hurt herself. He could feel a small breeze roll in and that was nice.

“Just sit there. Just relax okay.” James smiled and he took out the black and white checkered blanket and rolled it on top of the sand. He sat down and then patted her a spot. “So what is new with you? Tell me something, I don’t know.” He was curious, he always liked learning new things about her. Things he didn’t know. He wondered if that made him selfish or anything like that. Probably not. “Are you hungry? I also brought us mountain dew. I know how much like that.”

It was a nice day on the beach. It was perfect beach weather. “Did you bring a swim suit?” He asked. It wasn’t like he wanted to get into her pants. He wouldn’t have taken her on a date in the fist place. If she was some other girl he probably wouldn’t have done this. He ran a hand through his hair. His hazel eyes looked at her.

“I mean I could go jump in and then we could eat. What would you like to do?” He questioned. James wanted to make sure he paid attention to her needs.  

She couldn’t help but blush again. He was always like this. Every time they were around each other. She loved it. It was one of the things she liked about him. He always made her feel beautiful. He always made her feel like she was the only girl in the world when they were around each other. It was nice. She liked the feeling. She liked it when it was from him. “Thanks.” She giggled a little, trying hard to hide the light pink blush that was back on her cheeks. “It is!” Her smile grew as she followed him. It was nice, him helping her climb the rocks to where the spot was that she saw. It was just like him.

“I shall.” She smiled, watching him, debating on if she should help him or not but she knew he liked doing things on his own. So instead, she allowed him to finish off setting up the blanket before sitting next to him, looking out to the ocean. They had a gorgeous view of the crystal blue water. The sun was dancing off of each wave that floated in, crashing into the soft sand underneath them. It was nice. Gorgeous and peaceful along with relaxing. This was one reason why she loved the beach so much. “Hmm. Well, I’m going to start taking surfing lessons.” She laughed softly before looking at him. It was one thing she always wanted to do. She always wanted to learn to surf. It seemed fun. “What about you, handsome?” She questioned. She liked calling him by pet names. They both did. “Hmm. A little. Oh! Mountain dew!” She laughed more. It was her favorite thing.

Her brown orbs turned back to the ocean, watching the waves roll in and crash as she took in the sound. To her, it was like music to her ears. It was comforting and it made her feel at home. It made her feel like everything was okay. “Yeah. I’m actually wearing it underneath this.” She laughed again, turning to face him with a small smile on her face. She came prepared. After all, it was the beach they were at and it was a gorgeous day. “How about you?” Her smile turned into a small, playful smirk then. Ashe loved this. Going on random dates with him when he was home. When he wasn’t on tour. Then again, she would go to their random tour dates and he’d take her to a random place in that town. It was nice, she got to learn and see new and different things. “Hmm.” Her smirk grew, still just as playful as she stood from the blanket, offering him her hand. “Let’s go do that quick swim then!”

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

He smiled he was excited for today. It was such a big day for him. He was going to take out the girl he liked out on the date. Sure, he had a concert and all but all his thoughts were on her. James was sure he didn’t get much sleep because of his excitement. Carlos was wondering why he had been so excited. James had told him that he was going to see Ashe today. Everyone knew that he was going to see Ashe today. He had to prep up the picnic basket though and the blanket. He didn’t want her sitting on the sand. It was time..it looked like it. He straightened out his leather jacket and his jeans. He took one last check and decided it was time.

He smiled, as they walked down the boardwalk. He had given her the picnic basket which contained their blanket. “Well..this are for you. Red and white roses.” She smiled. “For the most beautiful girl in the world.” James was a gentleman and he hoped that he was one. That was the way he rolled anyways. It wasn’t like he would be a jerk.

James loved he was walking hand in hand with her. Her hand was warm. Just like she was. “What spot do you think is perfect?” He questioned. James wanted this to be the perfect day, she was after all perfect in his eyes. He was willing to accept all her flaws. He liked her that much. He was sure he wasn’t going crazy either.

She was with him. The one person that she liked. A lot. She was walking next to him. Hand in hand. The sun was beating down on them as they walked. Sure, she was slightly swinging their hands but it didn’t matter. He was cute. In his outfit. She loved seeing him in that leather jacket. As for herself, she was in a pair of black skinny jeans and dark blue v-neck with a black beanie on her head. She smiled as they walked. Talking in a deep breath, breathing in the fresh air, the sea and the blue sky. It was a nice day with a bit of a breeze and she had a feeling, later she would be regretting not grabbing a hoodie.

Ashe smiled, swinging the picnic basket as they walked. It was then that he spoke and she looked at him. She felt her cheeks flush a light pink and she smiled at him. She smiled a slight shy smile that was only for him. “Thank you.” Her blush turned a darker shade of red as she took the roses from him, smelling them. “They’re beautiful.” She smiled more before leaning over and placing a small kiss on his cheek as they walked. He truly was a gentleman and that was one of the things she liked about him. It was one of the things that drew her to him. Him being a perfect gentleman. She had a bad habit of going for the douchebags but for some reason she fell for James and now, now she was glad she had done so.

She squeezed his hand gently as they walked, her eyes scanning the ocean, trying to find a spot that was just for them. No one else. She wanted to be alone with him. It had been too long since they had a time that was just them. “Hmmm.” It was then that her eyes landed on a spot near the ocean surrounded by rocks. “There!” She giggled a little, pointing to the spot. It was perfect. It was large and away from the people of the beach. The only problem would be making it over the rocks. 

It had been one long night waiting for this moment. Waiting for this time where she was hand in hand with James on the beach. It was what she couldn’t help but be excited for as they texted back and forth to each other that night. Well into the night. Neither one of them had enough sleep. Or so she figured. She knew she didn’t. She knew she would pass out so hard tonight and it would feel good waking up the next morning but she didn’t care. She was too excited for today. Too excited to sleep. She didn’t want it. She tossed and turned all night, constantly checking her phone to see what time it was, to see if he texted her.

Okay, she liked him. A lot. She had for a long time. However, she started off liking someone totally different when she first met them. She started off liking Kendall. It was strange. She was drawn to Kendall. He was a sweetheart, he was caring, he was perfect. They had hit it off well. Becoming quick friends and it was how she became quick friends with the guys as well. Then, it was one day that they were all at the beach and each of them, except James, had invited their girlfriends. It was then that she realized Kendall was taken. James made that day so much better than how she expected it to be. He made it worth it. That was the moment that they became close and that she started having feelings for him.

Right now, they were walking along the boardwalk. Hand in hand. People were staring at them. Some girls were gawking because she was hand in hand with the one and only James Maslow. He was hers. No one else’s. She liked it that way. “So, where are those roses, baby boy?” She questioned, giggling a little. She pulled her beanie down more over her hair as she re-took his hand in hers, squeezing it gently. She loved his company. He always kept her smiling. It was nice. This was one date she was excited for.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

Beach picnic? I’m glad you think so baby girl. Okay, roses it is. I’m not telling you what color though. You are welcome. You deserve it.

 

Oh! I like the sound of that!
Tease.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:
Hmm..what do you want to do? I want to make sure it’s perfect. 

Roses? Oh are they overused? What are you favorites? Am I baby girl? That is a good thing. You are cute when you blush.

Whatever you have in mind.
We could always go to the beach? Besides, it’s always perfect when I’m with you.
I like roses.
You are, baby boy.
Awwwe, thank you. 

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

 Yeah, you’re my baby girl! Why wouldn’t I?

Well, then I shall plan our date. And maybe I’ll bring you flowers.

I do..want to be romantic..and stuff.

 

I’m curious. What will we do on our date?
Oh! Flowers! What kind?
Awwwe, You’re making me blush, baby boy.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

Well I’m excited to sing for you baby. I’ll give you a little shout out.
I am. Why wouldn’t I be?
 

A shout out? For me?

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

Mhm. mhm. Oh really? Well, you know I’d love that.

I know. I’m excited for it baby girl. Aren’t you?

Want to do something after the concert?
 

I’m always excited to see you play.
Are you asking me out on a date, sir?

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

But I’m always lucky baby girl. All day everyday. Awh, I wish I could offer myself to you. You know I’d keep you warm ;)

Just getting by on the road. You know. I miss your company.

 

Touche, baby boy.
Awwwe, I’d like that too.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

Great. Another way for us to keep in touch. Huh? Maybe I got lucky when I made this. I found you. I’m glad.
 

How are you? What’s new with you?

Maybe. You’ve been proving yourself to be very lucky.

fuckyeah-jamesdmaslow:

Do you have one of these things too?

 

Well hey there, baby boy.
 Yeah, I do.